Post by Emerson on Jan 25, 2018 15:57:24 GMT -5
This is the end of me.
I realized I don't reveal too much about my personal side. Other than talking about my son. Its just that to be honest, there isn't anything really that special about me. I guess I am one of those plain potato chip that Twilight was talking about.
Plain and then some. But you know when I was a kid I used to put lots of lime juice and Louisiana hot sauce on those plain chips and they would get soggy but quite tasty.
My mom used to work at a place called Annie's Diner. Its gone now, been gone a long time, but had it still stood it would be less than a block away from where the San Antonio Spurs play. Annie was a typical diner but specialized in Tex Mex food. And people dug the food.
After school my sister and I would sometimes go the diner and take a corner booth and work on our homework. Mom would make us some potato and egg tacos and some beans. We’d sit quietly and do our homework till it was time for us to go home. And when we would, we’d walk it was about a mile from home. She would ask us how our day was and ask what we learned. My mother lived to be 59 and she died of a heart attack. But I don't remember much more than those walks home. It would always be around dusk. And we’d laugh as she would tell us some of the gross things people would order.
Like people who wanted steaks almost raw, they liked the blood. We thought that was gross. Or people who would ask for extra onions on their burgers. Ewww, bad enough with onions but extra onions? They probably didn't want anyone talking to them? So they ate extra onions?
Or people who would order tacos of whatever meat but not want any cilantro or onions in the taco just plain, we’d laugh because just tortilla and meat was not tasty at all, too bland, and you needed something in it to make it taste alright. Remember the lime and hot sauce? Anything would do really.
And as I say this I think about my mom, and I wonder what she would think of me today? I didn't amount to much. Failed as a husband, that we have in common as well ole Cypher. But my wife left me, because she was weak. And someone who would leave her child because she doesn't know how to deal or cope with his disability is a weak person I rather not have around. We are better off without her. And like I said I hope my mother would be proud of me. Proud of what I have done. The little I have done. I raise my son on my own. I work a hard job and somehow in-between all that I do what I do in SFT. Life ain't easy, no one said it ever was. I ain't never been given anything.
I don't have the god given talent most people in SFT were given. But I am relentless. I don't give up. I don't whine. I don't cry. I man up and do what I do. And hope that its enough. Sometimes it is, and sometimes it ain't. But I go on either way.
That Mr. Louis Cypher is who I am. And you keep talking about taking my world title. You seem to think it'll be easy. It will not be easy. Not by a long shot. And I am not guaranteeing a win. That's now how I operate. But I am not conceding a loss either. I am not that easy.
But I am the type of person who believes family makes us stronger. And you Cypher you abandoned yours. If nothing else that speaks volumes about you. You think you were doing them a favor, pushing them away. But all it shows was how weak and selfish you were, and still are. You did what was easy for you, you did what was best for you. And you cant undo that. You can never undo that and you can never make up for it. Maybe you don't care. Maybe your kids are better off. But you were their dad. Do you get that? YOU WERE THEIR FATHER. You were supposed to take care of them, love them, protect them. And you didn't. And Cypher I have no respect for you as a man. I think you are nothing. I might respect your talent in the ring. But that would be all.
I am disappointed in you. Maybe that doesn't mean anything to you. But you should. You lack honor and you think you make up for it by being “dark”. No one cares! No one but you cares. You are looking for evil, there is tons of it in the world. You don't have to spend your time looking for a demon, just look in the mirror. And when you pass and you stand before your judge and your only God, what will you say? You couldn't be a father cause you were busy being dark? Hahaha. You are an idiot.
And I have nothing else to say to you.
Fade
I realized I don't reveal too much about my personal side. Other than talking about my son. Its just that to be honest, there isn't anything really that special about me. I guess I am one of those plain potato chip that Twilight was talking about.
Plain and then some. But you know when I was a kid I used to put lots of lime juice and Louisiana hot sauce on those plain chips and they would get soggy but quite tasty.
My mom used to work at a place called Annie's Diner. Its gone now, been gone a long time, but had it still stood it would be less than a block away from where the San Antonio Spurs play. Annie was a typical diner but specialized in Tex Mex food. And people dug the food.
After school my sister and I would sometimes go the diner and take a corner booth and work on our homework. Mom would make us some potato and egg tacos and some beans. We’d sit quietly and do our homework till it was time for us to go home. And when we would, we’d walk it was about a mile from home. She would ask us how our day was and ask what we learned. My mother lived to be 59 and she died of a heart attack. But I don't remember much more than those walks home. It would always be around dusk. And we’d laugh as she would tell us some of the gross things people would order.
Like people who wanted steaks almost raw, they liked the blood. We thought that was gross. Or people who would ask for extra onions on their burgers. Ewww, bad enough with onions but extra onions? They probably didn't want anyone talking to them? So they ate extra onions?
Or people who would order tacos of whatever meat but not want any cilantro or onions in the taco just plain, we’d laugh because just tortilla and meat was not tasty at all, too bland, and you needed something in it to make it taste alright. Remember the lime and hot sauce? Anything would do really.
And as I say this I think about my mom, and I wonder what she would think of me today? I didn't amount to much. Failed as a husband, that we have in common as well ole Cypher. But my wife left me, because she was weak. And someone who would leave her child because she doesn't know how to deal or cope with his disability is a weak person I rather not have around. We are better off without her. And like I said I hope my mother would be proud of me. Proud of what I have done. The little I have done. I raise my son on my own. I work a hard job and somehow in-between all that I do what I do in SFT. Life ain't easy, no one said it ever was. I ain't never been given anything.
I don't have the god given talent most people in SFT were given. But I am relentless. I don't give up. I don't whine. I don't cry. I man up and do what I do. And hope that its enough. Sometimes it is, and sometimes it ain't. But I go on either way.
That Mr. Louis Cypher is who I am. And you keep talking about taking my world title. You seem to think it'll be easy. It will not be easy. Not by a long shot. And I am not guaranteeing a win. That's now how I operate. But I am not conceding a loss either. I am not that easy.
But I am the type of person who believes family makes us stronger. And you Cypher you abandoned yours. If nothing else that speaks volumes about you. You think you were doing them a favor, pushing them away. But all it shows was how weak and selfish you were, and still are. You did what was easy for you, you did what was best for you. And you cant undo that. You can never undo that and you can never make up for it. Maybe you don't care. Maybe your kids are better off. But you were their dad. Do you get that? YOU WERE THEIR FATHER. You were supposed to take care of them, love them, protect them. And you didn't. And Cypher I have no respect for you as a man. I think you are nothing. I might respect your talent in the ring. But that would be all.
I am disappointed in you. Maybe that doesn't mean anything to you. But you should. You lack honor and you think you make up for it by being “dark”. No one cares! No one but you cares. You are looking for evil, there is tons of it in the world. You don't have to spend your time looking for a demon, just look in the mirror. And when you pass and you stand before your judge and your only God, what will you say? You couldn't be a father cause you were busy being dark? Hahaha. You are an idiot.
And I have nothing else to say to you.
Fade
