Post by twilight on Jan 24, 2017 20:12:57 GMT -5
There is hate in me, I think thats why I always come back from the dead. I cant rest. I refuse to. There is so much hate in me, I cant seem to control it, it controls me. And I know this is no way to live, but its all I know, all I have. They call me twilight for a good reason. Because I always stuck between light and darkness. Always between life and death. I need more but thats not something i have yet to learn, not yet at least.
For just a moment I am glad to have a distraction, Trey Ellis is his name. He is new, but that doesnt bode well for most in this industry. So far not a word from him. Just like so many, newbs and vets. They believe that we should be honored they give us a moment of their time. Thing is, most arent worthy of this place, and they think we should thank god they even show up for a minute or two. Sad thing is, they will never realize how lucky they were to have been allowed here. And now SFT is hanging by a thin string, but thats ok, its reached almost 20 years, no federation and I mean no federatoion has come close to that or ever will.
So Trey what kind of wrestler are you, one who puts his best foot forward or one who doesnt even try? So far its been a week and no one but the core members have given a shit. Im still waiting for someone to show me otherwise. And waiting and waiting.
I want someone to help me, I want someone to show me theres more to life than hate. But so far hate is all I see and all I know. Its sad. I am sad, but that is my existence. And I am fine wiht it for now.
Goodluck to you Trey. You will need it.
Fade to light
For just a moment I am glad to have a distraction, Trey Ellis is his name. He is new, but that doesnt bode well for most in this industry. So far not a word from him. Just like so many, newbs and vets. They believe that we should be honored they give us a moment of their time. Thing is, most arent worthy of this place, and they think we should thank god they even show up for a minute or two. Sad thing is, they will never realize how lucky they were to have been allowed here. And now SFT is hanging by a thin string, but thats ok, its reached almost 20 years, no federation and I mean no federatoion has come close to that or ever will.
So Trey what kind of wrestler are you, one who puts his best foot forward or one who doesnt even try? So far its been a week and no one but the core members have given a shit. Im still waiting for someone to show me otherwise. And waiting and waiting.
I want someone to help me, I want someone to show me theres more to life than hate. But so far hate is all I see and all I know. Its sad. I am sad, but that is my existence. And I am fine wiht it for now.
Goodluck to you Trey. You will need it.
Fade to light
