Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2017 4:58:32 GMT -5
It's that time... part 1
*The scene opens up on a dark night. One where the moonlight hides somewhere behind thick clouds that cover this region.. We look out along an old road that is surrounded by trees that have lost most of their leaves.. There is a red and orangish glow coming from behind both sides of the trees that engulf this. And a constant roar overcomes the countryside as we watch a figure emerge from a think area of smoke that has found it's place along the area.. Crackling and popping can be heard as well the shock of nature as it does it's best to scurry away out of the reach of this destructive force.. Meanwhile the figure continues to grow to the point where it is standing in front of us. It's face can not be seen but it is clear that a hood covers its head.*
Twilight, Glenn might of not given you what you wanted in the form that you were looking for but I feel as if you could've seen a glimpse at what you might of been up against. Now, its time for you to meet the other side of that coin you eagerly flipped not so long ago..
This overall request of yours Twilight is one that I applaud because you're doing what you've got to do in order to step up to the brain and the tone setter. You're showing heart and wanting to prove yourself. The problem we're going to have is that I'm out to do the same. , I'm going to show you the same.. Regardless of what others have said. I'll never be able to stop trying to prove myself.. Sometimes, I get lazy much like I did the last time and that's on me.. I'll deal with it and learn from it. As a result, you're going to have to deal with my re-discovered unrelenting nature. Are you ready to step up and meet me halfway? Will you be able to keep up or will you fold to the pressure? It's time for you to put on your big boy pants Twilight.
*By this time, the flames have engulfed the woods on both sides of Rumpke. That smoke he once walked out of has returned to blanket parts of him..*
[----- I remove the hood before looking into the camera..-----]
Twilight, you like to decipher things and make things clear for those watching on to where I typically would throw breadcrumbs in a few different directions. I'm the kind of person that likes to keep my foes wondering but on this night. I'll simply tell you that if you understand what is behind me. You'll honestly know "which" road I'm about to completely overtake very soon.. Think of this as personal because it always is and then; You'll have your answer...
*The inferno overtakes Rumpke before our very eyes. He grimaces as his skin begins to char..His eyes became as black as coal moments after a large and dark shadow overcomes him inside the fire. The skin on his body begins to fly off into the surrounding area and the last resemblance of Rumpke remaining was his charred yet twisted smile.*
-------End of Part 1...-------
-------It's that time... Part 2-------
*The next thing I remembered after the flames was laying in a dimly lit room. My body rose up to look around. I seen many chains that were swinging throughout the room. The cling of metal can be heard as these chains meet head on. A shape found its way into the corner of my vision. One that stood out amongst the chains, and I turned to look. There stood a beautiful woman. She was dressed in a leather outfit. This outfit, it done wonders for her by revealing virtually every curve that a man could hope to see. Her hair is long and black with a pail face. This woman is wearing black lipstick and eye liner. Her smile is sadistic and ever so sexy...*
"Who are you?" I ask her.
*Moments go by yet I hear no response. Instead, her body begins to slowly sway back and forth. This movement, it defines those curves even more to the point where my mind begins to spin.. I want to say something but the words; They leave my lips. My tongue, it won't break the silence that can be heard.. I continue to look the woman over as she sways beautifully. Luscious lips speak loudly yet ever so silently. I lock onto her eyes and they are hypnotizing. I feel as if I'm entering a trance. One that rivals any drug that I've experienced in my lifetime.. Its something that I yearn for even though it hasn't left.. *
*In the blink of an eye, she is gone and I'm left staring at the chains that are still swinging back and forth; Clinging every time they meet each other.. Sadness sweeps across my body instantly. My body has let go of that luster that it recently had. My mind, it begins to race and I can't help it; The urge for substance begins taking over.. I wish to suppress those feelings but these urges; They eat at the paint much like a high powered washer washes away the paint on the outside of an exterior. There's no hiding it, because I am who I am.. I'm rusted and ugly.. I don't know why but I begin to think of Twilight and I can't help it. My mouth begins to move and words begin flowing from my tongue.*
You want to speak of a thousand lives, well I live those lives Twilight; Daily and I feel them but I find comfort in the bottle. The white powder, it shows me the straight line. After all of these experiences, after all of this time. I try to play tricks with my mind and make myself think that the best is yet to come but in honesty Twilight. The better days have past. The honest truth is that I've only got one life to live.. And I refuse to let it beat me down to the point where I put a bullet in my head like I'd watched in the past. I'll never give up Twilight. I'll always keep fighting. No matter what anyone ever thinks they know about me. I won't give up willingly.. You're a decorated veteran here in SFT and I'm sure that you're coming for my throat. You may not proclaim it, your statements may contradict but I'm not an idiot and I couldn't give a shit what you say. The fact is, I'm going to take shit out on you. Things that you had nothing to do with but that won't matter because I've got to make something bend and it'll be your body... Twilight, My mind is set on it, and the only way you can hope to counter that is to quit being so weak minded. Quit trying to draw a tear from those that observe. Tears, they will flow the night you and I meet but those tears that erode at the conscious of others will be the ones that feel the pain you're going through when you step up to me.. I've got a lot of hate to give Twilight and with hate also comes agony.
You shouldn't ever mistake what little kindness that I have only to chalk it up as weakness. That's just the baited hook that I threw out when the time was right. And you, having something that you wanted to prove, took the bait. Now, you're left in limbo, expecting what you know only to count out what has yet to pass. After all of those lives, you'll still fall short. Hoping that today will be like tomorrow yet the future, it is grim and the haze; It's real much like the one that I experience.
Reality, isn't kind. It is wicked and cruel. That's what I've seen with my one life Twilight. Yet I'm thankful for this wretched life because I've had the chance to experience something that many never have had the chance to experience.
*Suddenly, I feel a couple of hands, they grasp onto my shoulders and begin to rub the kinks out of this tightly wound body. My head turns to look and see's the same woman from before. She smiles at me one more yet says nothing as she continues working on relaxing my muscles.. Yet these muscles are far beyond help. Alcohol will not ease the pain that I feel. Pain killers will only prolong the suffering I feel despite the fact that I'll feel somewhat happy in their deluded presence. The next thing I know. The beautiful woman vanishes once again and I hear a familiar deep toned voice laughing. It tells me that I don't know what reality is. This voice also informs me that I'll never know what reality could be. Instead I should take a peek because the truth is easy to see despite the darkness that surrounds my sight like the fog of war...
*Then suddenly I notice three glimmering lights out of the darkness. These beacons of light shine in my eyes much like the sun would on a bright sun shining day. Yet the light does not bring the heat. Instead I feel the chilling grip of reality as I look upon a couple of prescription bottles that sit next to a bottle of liquor. Because that's the way life is. There is happiness followed with sadness. You can't have one without expecting the other because the cycle, it repeats in life much like the seasons.. Everything goes around.*
*My hand reaches out for the first pill bottle. I look upon it to read the words Lortab 10mg..*
My reinforcement, a drug that keeps my body going when I wake up and have to be alert for the day. It's carried me through many of days yet it acts as a weak meth to me. Something that brings alertness to my mind, it helps me open my eyes and see what is going on around me. Yet it also keeps me up. Yet everything must go around. There's always got to be something that counteracts what your feeling even if it's a chemical because without that counter, there would be imbalance and that would bring instability.
I can't believe that I'm talking about instability when I'm the most instable person any of you would ever know but I said it because that's how I feel and I'm not done yet..
*Next I reach out for the other pill bottle.. My eyes gaze upon it to read its contents. This one is Ambien 10 mg.. *
A crutch that I used to help me get off of a steady life of meth. Ambien helped me eliminate a life of illusions while I was awake yet those illusions, they still visit me.. In my sleep.. This drug helps me fall to sleep even though the painkillers try to keep me awake. Ambien, it helps me escape the reality that I live in life. One where I wished I was more than I truly am.. It helps out with those nearly forgotten illusions that lurk behind the haze in my mind. Ambien, it brings my family back. Not every illusion is great, sometimes; we're struggling yet life was good. We were together and happy but it's all an illusion... I traded one from meth for another from ambien yet life continues to go around on the carousel that won't stop until the lights completely fade..
I look upon the other bottle and see a generic liquor. It remains nameless yet the color of this liquid tells me exactly what it is. It's the demon that always lurks throughout my body. The one that always feeds that fire to keep pushing. Without it, I lack drive because I don't have anything left in the tank that's pushing me. This substance is the one that keeps me here. It's the driving force behind the Rumpke that you all know and without it; I wouldn't be me. The initial withdrawals would likely kill me but if I were to survive. Then I wouldn't be the same. And that is the problem I have with trying to adjust to life away from it. When I finally rid myself of this demon's toxic presence. For good or worse, I fear that I'll never be the same.. I don't know why I fear that because maybe, I might be an even better person. At one time I was a nice person but those times seem like a distant memory. I'm too the point where hopeful is almost not enough. I'm losing my grip Twilight and I I've got to do something too take ahold of my life.
I've said this over and over recently. I must be a broken record but damn it. This is a dark reality. You all think you're looking at a story. But the fact is.. EVERYTHING IS REAL. I'm not playing a character for this federation. I'm bleeding my heart out for it. That's why none of you have ever seen anything different from me.. This is and always has been my life that I'm opening up to every single one of you. It progresses daily to different crevices of this abyss that I try to navigate through and when I can. I let you all know. There's a reason that I talk a lot..
Likely, this won't be my last match although it will be one of the last that I have.. My life in this light is fading. It has to for myself because my body is giving out. I'm chemically working right now but that's all this is. I've no more life essence to give this place in that aspect but don't any of you stop to think for one minute that I'm a push over because I'll rise to the occasion to meet you head on and it will be a thunderous event if you've got any guts. This is what Twilight is soon to find out. I know that he was requesting a match and I'm honored he did but that's a challenge that I take seriously.
Soon Twilight, once you'll step into the warzone where I built my career. Once that happens, you'll never think about wanting a piece of me again. You'll understand that there are some waters that are better left uncharted.. I'm going to help clear that haze for you Twilight. And years down the line. When you're telling a story from your previous life. You'll tell of the horrors you seen the day you met the savage known as Rumpke.
Your introduction to this new nightmare that you're about to find yourself in began recently. The day that I cost you your title. The thing that left you happy for a short time on Tuesdays. That was only the beginning of the torment you're going to experience in this avoidable hell that you could've prevented by thinking about what you said when you challenged me..
*I feel the touch of a woman on my shoulders again before pulling away to reach for the bottle of alcohol. It was only moments before I downed the whole bottle. And once the last drop was extinguished. A familiar face presented itself before my eyes.. A tall man with long black hair. His pail face was easily seen in this dimly lit room. He smiled at me to reveal a couple of fangs. Before my eyes, dark wings emerged from his back and spread out..*
"It's nice to see that your choices haven't changed. Surely you don't believe that you're going to break these chains that have always held you down? Don't you know that I'll always send something your way to keep you entwined in my toxic web?" is what he said to me.
Steele is what I know him by. A bane to what little sanity I've got left..
*The next thing I know, I wake up at my desk and begin writing what I see until every last word is complete. Then I get up to walk away. The camera zooms in on the writings to reveal everything that's been addressed in this promo. You all got it word for word as it came to me in a reality that is as real as it gets. *