Post by Deleted on Jun 26, 2017 20:00:44 GMT -5
He put up a fight the best he could yet not once did he realize that I'm absolutely mad, my mind; it is a whirlwind of thoughts that have never once settled.. Up and down they go, orbiting all around a centered point that tries to hold it all together.. Slowly, with each and every passing, Im losing my mind. The momentum gains more and more as reality continually loses grip on a thought process that was never there to begin with. One that has always struggled to keep up too begin with and I'm tired. I want rest but this mind of mine acknowledges that there is no rest for the wicked. It's a gift you see and it keeps on giving, over and over; There is always a lesson to learn and always a knockback to endure. This gift, it never ceases, it keeps going with an ever so strong pull. One that hits me and others with such a thunderous force to knock us into our place. Over and over.. It always comes around..
Some would say that Im a glutton for punishment while others will tell you that there is something truly wrong with me and while you may feel like its up to you.. Your mind, it might make you believe that; the decision is yours too make.. The truth is that this decision.. It has already been made and you.. Are the one lagging behind; trying to catch up with a force that is leaving you behind as the clock ticks.. You are coming into a world set before you.. A surrounding that I've always known. This is an uncertainty that I've learnt to embrace.. One that I've thrived in..
Are you ready to embrace the unknown? Is your eyes ready to focus on what you beleive? Can you bring yourself to the level that I know? Or will you point your nose up in the air at me? Mocking me in your holier than thou demeanor which will open this force known as life. Will you open up yourself up to be humbled or will you cower within the norm? Here I am, loud and clear releasing a piercing battle cry that only the deaf will blindly ignore..
You need to think about this carefully. That mind of yours, it needs to understand that if you give in; That decision, it'll open you up to a new world. One that you will relish to hate... It will bring to you a moment in time where you too will feel pain..
I am the unknown, which brings a lack of sight to the thorough. This choice, will bring you to a fog of war that you've never experienced.. Remember that and be sure to welcome yourself to my prison. The hell that never ceases to give. One that never relinquishes a drop of relief to a thirsty soul... Then and only at this time will you have a taste of my world. A surrounding that always stabs; Never does one feel stability and there will be no glimpse of peace.. It will forever be your world to live in. This world; It'll make you and break you.. Again and again too the point where you no longer feel like yourself. Your mind, will be molded into a piece of shit like myself. One that you don't want to live with yet the choice; Know that how much you want it to be so, it won't be yours.
You've been warned.. The question is, can you resist the temptation?
I am the Drunken Brawler and on this day, Surrounded by darkness. My actions, will bring solace. Here I am and there I was. In a blink of an eye the stage will be set and on this day; Blood will splatter if they are brave. Will we make history with our bodies? Can we expect to see blood on the walls or will this all be a mirage? Can they fathom such a moment in time? Time; Itself, will tell....
