Post by twilight on May 1, 2017 13:33:31 GMT -5
I might as well knock both out in one day.
I have been searching for something for so long. And I think I have forgotten what exactly I was searching for. I started to search so long ago, and at times it was the search that kept me going. And try as I might I cant remember what it was. Was I searching for god? No I don think so, I know God exists but after so many times in Jeville, I figured he has a grudge against me and for good reason. Was I searching for hope? No, hope left long ago. Maybe I was searching for purpose? Was that it? Was I looking for purpose? Perhaps that was it? But I cant be certain.
What I do know is that in my long search and several different lives I have come to know 2 things. 1, no one can save you but you. So if you're trying to save someone else, know this, they more likely arent worth saving. So instead of trying to save someone else, please just try and save yourself. Saving yourself is hard enough, and virtually impossible. So trying to save someone else is impossible. And the 2nd thing is, life is hard, really really damn hard. And most go through life wondering how to make sense of it all. With never really finding their purpose or any real semblance of happiness.
Am I wrong Emerson? I dont think I am. I think I am right on the money. But you Emerson. For you I would go through heaven and hell to save. You are one of those rare people who is worth saving. You who work in a horrible job but still find a way to smile at the end. You dont complain about anything and you are raising a son on your own who has a disability. Emerson you always say you are no hero, but friend, you are a hero, at least you are one to me.
The cards life dealt you were not good ones, but you made it work as best you could. I am proud of you, proud to call you my friend. And while I am not happy we have to face each other again, to me its not a big deal. I dont know what else to say about you so I will leave it at that.
Now on to Robert Saints. You have the potential to go as high as you want, but you only seem to put the very minimal effort it takes to win or to not lose. And while it may keep you here safe from other federations scooping you up, we're still waiting for you to be the leader here we think you could be. Waiting and waiting and waiting. Maybe you're a little bored, trust me, now that Redd is back, he's gonna cause all sorts of chaos for everyone. Boredom will be the least of your troubles now. But in the meantime I hope myself and Emerson can provide a little respite. But we shall see wont we?
Emerson is worth saving, but are you Robert?, are you worth saving, or saving us? Time will tell I guess.
Fade to light
I have been searching for something for so long. And I think I have forgotten what exactly I was searching for. I started to search so long ago, and at times it was the search that kept me going. And try as I might I cant remember what it was. Was I searching for god? No I don think so, I know God exists but after so many times in Jeville, I figured he has a grudge against me and for good reason. Was I searching for hope? No, hope left long ago. Maybe I was searching for purpose? Was that it? Was I looking for purpose? Perhaps that was it? But I cant be certain.
What I do know is that in my long search and several different lives I have come to know 2 things. 1, no one can save you but you. So if you're trying to save someone else, know this, they more likely arent worth saving. So instead of trying to save someone else, please just try and save yourself. Saving yourself is hard enough, and virtually impossible. So trying to save someone else is impossible. And the 2nd thing is, life is hard, really really damn hard. And most go through life wondering how to make sense of it all. With never really finding their purpose or any real semblance of happiness.
Am I wrong Emerson? I dont think I am. I think I am right on the money. But you Emerson. For you I would go through heaven and hell to save. You are one of those rare people who is worth saving. You who work in a horrible job but still find a way to smile at the end. You dont complain about anything and you are raising a son on your own who has a disability. Emerson you always say you are no hero, but friend, you are a hero, at least you are one to me.
The cards life dealt you were not good ones, but you made it work as best you could. I am proud of you, proud to call you my friend. And while I am not happy we have to face each other again, to me its not a big deal. I dont know what else to say about you so I will leave it at that.
Now on to Robert Saints. You have the potential to go as high as you want, but you only seem to put the very minimal effort it takes to win or to not lose. And while it may keep you here safe from other federations scooping you up, we're still waiting for you to be the leader here we think you could be. Waiting and waiting and waiting. Maybe you're a little bored, trust me, now that Redd is back, he's gonna cause all sorts of chaos for everyone. Boredom will be the least of your troubles now. But in the meantime I hope myself and Emerson can provide a little respite. But we shall see wont we?
Emerson is worth saving, but are you Robert?, are you worth saving, or saving us? Time will tell I guess.
Fade to light
