Post by Emerson on Apr 17, 2020 14:35:51 GMT -5
When I was a young child I believed I could do anything if I really tried hard and if I gave it my all. I soon grew up to realize that was a lie. Some of us are born to certain stations in life and we cannot escape it, no matter how hard we try. NO matter how much we fight it. Some of us are doomed to stay at the bottom of the world and of society.
It’s always been my burden to bear. To try to always look at the bright side, the glass half full and what not. Every morning I wake up and wonder hows it going to end for us. I work at JC Penny, its closed so I am out of a job, unemployment checks are delayed, stimulus check will only keep me and my son afloat for 2 months and that's just paying rent and ramen and balony. I know things are tough all over but things seem to always be tough for me.
I am tired. Just so tired. Been working ever since I was 15. Dropped out of school when I was 16 so I could work full time and help out my mom. It just never ends. Had I known life was this hard when I was a kid, I would of chosen never to grow up. But there is no getting around growing up.
Try as we may.
And I marvel at the idea that there are people in this world that don't work. That have never worked. They spend all day doing whatever they want without a care in the world. Living off mommy or daddy going to school once in a while to prove to their parents that they indeed have goals. Others are rich or well off and there have never had to decide between paying the light bill or eating food that week. Where they have to decide if they want to eat frozen pizzas the rest of the week or balony and mayo sandwiches. Where they have to put two dollars and 10 cents worth of gas and pray to god it lasts you three days till pay day.
Yeah some people have never had to worry about any of that. But me, I worry about everything. At night I stay up thinking how little I can pay of each bill so that my light and water don't get disconnected. Stay up at night worrying about my sons future and how hard his life will be, harder than mine, and its as if the Embry line of bad luck just keeps on being passed down from generation to generation, each one worse than its predecessor.
And through all of this there comes Robert Saints. On his white horse to save the day for himself and SFT. Well ain't you such a hero? Good for you Robert. Glad all the nonsense in the world hasn't affected you one bit.
That's good to know, so you are prepared, you are focused and so when you lose on Titans there wont be any excuse as to why you lost. No more excuses about anything. Not just excuses from you but no more excuses from me. Life is hard. Life will always be hard. I need to accept that and move on and do what I do best, overcome.
I have overcome many obstacles in my life. I have beaten people I had no business beating. I won the world title and many think I would never be able to win it. And I did. More than once I might add.
Robert I got some respect for you. For everyone even Louis Cypher. But you have to realize. I don't have much in life. And what I do have is important to me. I am not ready to lose the world title right now. Now sir I am not.
So on Titans I am not losing the title. I wont lose it due to you or the corona virus or even due to my own shortcomings. I will overcome you, and overcome this time. I will be victorious and on that you can take that to the bank!
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It’s always been my burden to bear. To try to always look at the bright side, the glass half full and what not. Every morning I wake up and wonder hows it going to end for us. I work at JC Penny, its closed so I am out of a job, unemployment checks are delayed, stimulus check will only keep me and my son afloat for 2 months and that's just paying rent and ramen and balony. I know things are tough all over but things seem to always be tough for me.
I am tired. Just so tired. Been working ever since I was 15. Dropped out of school when I was 16 so I could work full time and help out my mom. It just never ends. Had I known life was this hard when I was a kid, I would of chosen never to grow up. But there is no getting around growing up.
Try as we may.
And I marvel at the idea that there are people in this world that don't work. That have never worked. They spend all day doing whatever they want without a care in the world. Living off mommy or daddy going to school once in a while to prove to their parents that they indeed have goals. Others are rich or well off and there have never had to decide between paying the light bill or eating food that week. Where they have to decide if they want to eat frozen pizzas the rest of the week or balony and mayo sandwiches. Where they have to put two dollars and 10 cents worth of gas and pray to god it lasts you three days till pay day.
Yeah some people have never had to worry about any of that. But me, I worry about everything. At night I stay up thinking how little I can pay of each bill so that my light and water don't get disconnected. Stay up at night worrying about my sons future and how hard his life will be, harder than mine, and its as if the Embry line of bad luck just keeps on being passed down from generation to generation, each one worse than its predecessor.
And through all of this there comes Robert Saints. On his white horse to save the day for himself and SFT. Well ain't you such a hero? Good for you Robert. Glad all the nonsense in the world hasn't affected you one bit.
That's good to know, so you are prepared, you are focused and so when you lose on Titans there wont be any excuse as to why you lost. No more excuses about anything. Not just excuses from you but no more excuses from me. Life is hard. Life will always be hard. I need to accept that and move on and do what I do best, overcome.
I have overcome many obstacles in my life. I have beaten people I had no business beating. I won the world title and many think I would never be able to win it. And I did. More than once I might add.
Robert I got some respect for you. For everyone even Louis Cypher. But you have to realize. I don't have much in life. And what I do have is important to me. I am not ready to lose the world title right now. Now sir I am not.
So on Titans I am not losing the title. I wont lose it due to you or the corona virus or even due to my own shortcomings. I will overcome you, and overcome this time. I will be victorious and on that you can take that to the bank!
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