Post by Emerson on Mar 25, 2017 11:02:08 GMT -5
The scene is H.E.B. For those that dont know HEB is a grocery store. A grocery store chain in Texas. It is known for having tons of specails going on all day all week. Coupons galore, buy one of this get one of that free. Here a penny pincher like myself can make a few bucks go a long way if he's smart. And I am smart.
I push my grocery cart around going from aisle to aisle. Every now and then picking up something needed, sometimes nothing at all, I just like to go through every aisle and see everything. Yes I know its strange, you dont have to tell me.
My roll through the grocery store is something of a ritual for me. I like to also sample all the free food they have in here. At almost every aisle there is someone offering little bites and cups of all different things. One aisle will be giving little tastes of sushi, others fajitas, others orange juice and soda, another crackers, another chicken salad, another cheese cake, you get the picture. Its like being at a mini buffet. You get to eat a lil of everything and for free. You cant beat that, you cant beat free hahaha.
Anyway I hear what Balkan had to say, listen up Lucas. You keep trying to find some deep meaning within me, that I am unhappy with my life, that I am sad or whatever. But its not the case. I am just honest about my life. I dont sugarcoat it. I dont make it out to be more than it is. So many wrestlers like to think they are some deep scarred human being that no one will ever understand their pain. They want to sit in the corner and pout and cry thinking they are the second coming of Raven. But the reality is most of them go home at the end of their nights and they dont sit in a dark room torturing their soul. No no on, they sit and watch Dumb and Dumber while killing brain cells.
Now that isnt to say there isnt some folks who are deep and bruised, some long lost souls yearning to share with the world their dark terrible pasts. But that aint me. It really isnt. I applaud you trying to find something within me that you find to be deep. But trust me there aint much underneath.
Yeah I have a shitty exwife who abandoned me and her downs syndrome baby. But thats life man, people are crap, life is crap. We either deal with it or we life deals with us. Trust me I dont go home at night with a bottle of booze crying and doing some really emo stuff. I go to work, I watch tv, say my prayers, eat my sandwich, tuck my son in and repeat. Thats its. It may sound tedious to some, but to me thats life. Thats a good life. I have a roof over my head, someone to care for, somewhere to go, friends that are true friends. What more can I ask for? Sure a million dollars would be nice. But beggars cant be choosers.
I am happy with my life, and sometimes I guess it doesnt sound that way. Sure I wish sometimes things could of been different. I wish I had gone to college. I wish my son would of had the opportunities others will have. I wish my wife wouldnt of been so weak. I wish I would of had a more stable home growing up. But hey, visting my dad once a month and having fritos for breakfast wasnt all that bad hahaha.
Lucas my point is this, from the outside it may appear that I am complaining, but im just putting my life into perspective. And I wish I could be a deep dark soul like you, but really I am just a really simple man. I think I am good man, I strive to be. But thats me a simple good man. And I am fine with that.
And I look foward to our match.
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I push my grocery cart around going from aisle to aisle. Every now and then picking up something needed, sometimes nothing at all, I just like to go through every aisle and see everything. Yes I know its strange, you dont have to tell me.
My roll through the grocery store is something of a ritual for me. I like to also sample all the free food they have in here. At almost every aisle there is someone offering little bites and cups of all different things. One aisle will be giving little tastes of sushi, others fajitas, others orange juice and soda, another crackers, another chicken salad, another cheese cake, you get the picture. Its like being at a mini buffet. You get to eat a lil of everything and for free. You cant beat that, you cant beat free hahaha.
Anyway I hear what Balkan had to say, listen up Lucas. You keep trying to find some deep meaning within me, that I am unhappy with my life, that I am sad or whatever. But its not the case. I am just honest about my life. I dont sugarcoat it. I dont make it out to be more than it is. So many wrestlers like to think they are some deep scarred human being that no one will ever understand their pain. They want to sit in the corner and pout and cry thinking they are the second coming of Raven. But the reality is most of them go home at the end of their nights and they dont sit in a dark room torturing their soul. No no on, they sit and watch Dumb and Dumber while killing brain cells.
Now that isnt to say there isnt some folks who are deep and bruised, some long lost souls yearning to share with the world their dark terrible pasts. But that aint me. It really isnt. I applaud you trying to find something within me that you find to be deep. But trust me there aint much underneath.
Yeah I have a shitty exwife who abandoned me and her downs syndrome baby. But thats life man, people are crap, life is crap. We either deal with it or we life deals with us. Trust me I dont go home at night with a bottle of booze crying and doing some really emo stuff. I go to work, I watch tv, say my prayers, eat my sandwich, tuck my son in and repeat. Thats its. It may sound tedious to some, but to me thats life. Thats a good life. I have a roof over my head, someone to care for, somewhere to go, friends that are true friends. What more can I ask for? Sure a million dollars would be nice. But beggars cant be choosers.
I am happy with my life, and sometimes I guess it doesnt sound that way. Sure I wish sometimes things could of been different. I wish I had gone to college. I wish my son would of had the opportunities others will have. I wish my wife wouldnt of been so weak. I wish I would of had a more stable home growing up. But hey, visting my dad once a month and having fritos for breakfast wasnt all that bad hahaha.
Lucas my point is this, from the outside it may appear that I am complaining, but im just putting my life into perspective. And I wish I could be a deep dark soul like you, but really I am just a really simple man. I think I am good man, I strive to be. But thats me a simple good man. And I am fine with that.
And I look foward to our match.
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