I do not care about anyone

I am just like that song. Every single lyric, and sound is me, it defines who I am, who I was, and I will always be. I do not make excuses for my life nor my choices. I am who I am. Yes I was married, yes I walked away. Yes I have children and I left them too. And in my travels I realized that I could not be loyal to them nor to myself. Currently I have taken a lover, his name is Solomon. He is a good man, but I do not love him either. I think he knows it. I think now that I am incapable of loving anyone. It gives me an empty feeling but its not a bad thing. Just makes me hunger for more. I do not identify as straight or gay. I am simply who I am. Anyone wanting to define me would be making a mistake.



I'm tearing away
Pieces are falling,
I can't seem to make them stay
You run away
Faster and faster,
You can't seem to get away
Break

Hope there's a reason
For questions unanswered
I just don't see everything
Yes, I'm inside you
Tell me how does it feel
To feel like this
Just like I do

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone

Do I really want this
Sometimes I scare myself
I just can't let it go
Can you believe it
Everything happens for reasons
I just don't know

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
or anything but me
Goddamn I love me

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone or anything

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone



People can judge me all they want. Think that I am lowlife piece of whatever. It would not matter to me. You cannot hurt my feelings. Yes I care about my wife and children, but I cannot be with them. Yes I care about my boyfriend but he and I are temporary, as are all people and all things when it comes to me. Nothing lasts forever not even my feelings for those close to me. So why would I care about anyone or anything? Nothing matters to me, and I am fine with that.



So that brings me to Jack Jones, SfT’s resident cowboy. You would think a cowboy like you would be able to just go with the flow a lot more. But you are not that way are you? It must really irk you that you lost the IC champion to such a jobber like Reaper. I bet its gotten under your skin. Oh dear boy that is far from your problems, wait till I get under your skin and you will then realize just how awful things can get when I get under your skin and into your mind. Trust me sweet boy, you do not want me in there at all.



But there I will be, till Titans and then after Titans I will move on to sweeter fruit, and bigger challenges.



(smiles at the camera)



ta ta



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