Post by twilight on Jul 24, 2019 13:09:09 GMT -5
Have you ever driven so long, your body becomes numb? You drive 5 hours or so you stop use a bathroom, get a bite to eat something to drink. You do that for 3 or 4 days and after a while you start to become numb. You body knows nothing but the car seat you are inhabiting.
The roads start to merge you don't know if you are going north or south, you have been driving so long you forget what direction you’re actually driving on. North South West East they all seem the same way after driving some hours.
That is how life gets to be. We live for so long we forget to enjoy the little things in life.
Reaper you have suffered. I thank you for sharing your story. Seems you have felt loss, you are not just a generic individual. That is good. So if you felt loss and feel it still today, why didn't you move on? It seems you got stuck with that dark pain in your heart and you let it consume you. You shouldn't. Pain is a symbol, it reminds us that we are still alive. And I know pain is never something we welcome and yet still it is always a part of us and our lives.
We remember the dark days so that we may never forget them. Some of us though, some of us hold that darkness deep within us, we make it part of ourselves. And it slowly starts to consume us, making us hate and fear everything and everyone. But it doesn't always have to be like that.
I follow the light. Because once you’ve been to hell or Jeville, you want to find a way out, I have always found a way out. I am no saint like Jude but I know a thing or two about trying to find a different way. Life gives us choices we should always chose the light….always.
I think it is it for me but Reaper I will have some more things to say to you come Friday. So till then.
Fade to light
The roads start to merge you don't know if you are going north or south, you have been driving so long you forget what direction you’re actually driving on. North South West East they all seem the same way after driving some hours.
That is how life gets to be. We live for so long we forget to enjoy the little things in life.
Reaper you have suffered. I thank you for sharing your story. Seems you have felt loss, you are not just a generic individual. That is good. So if you felt loss and feel it still today, why didn't you move on? It seems you got stuck with that dark pain in your heart and you let it consume you. You shouldn't. Pain is a symbol, it reminds us that we are still alive. And I know pain is never something we welcome and yet still it is always a part of us and our lives.
We remember the dark days so that we may never forget them. Some of us though, some of us hold that darkness deep within us, we make it part of ourselves. And it slowly starts to consume us, making us hate and fear everything and everyone. But it doesn't always have to be like that.
I follow the light. Because once you’ve been to hell or Jeville, you want to find a way out, I have always found a way out. I am no saint like Jude but I know a thing or two about trying to find a different way. Life gives us choices we should always chose the light….always.
I think it is it for me but Reaper I will have some more things to say to you come Friday. So till then.
Fade to light
