Post by reaper on Jul 5, 2019 8:33:37 GMT -5
Its been so long since i could actually sit down and relax and just have a little me time...for those of you who work....im sure you know what im talking about....and im not talking about having a Saturday or Sunday off...because theres always that impending doom lurking....bills.
Last time i actually relaxed was in my youth...although my carelessness and carefree days soon after became blanketed with my old friend ...despair.
No no...im talking about saturday morning cartoons...cereal...playing outside...riding my bike...doing...or rather...attempting tricks...wheelies, jumps and other stuff to pass the time.
I Remember those days only through foggy recollections though. Cant seem to place the memories quite correctly or in chronological order...but memories....great...still the same.
Who here remembers their childhood worries of paying the light bill or doing the grocery shopping or gas for the car....NO ONE...
And thats what im referring to...that lost childhood innocence of worry free days...dont get me wrong...even as a child we still have stuff on our minds and things to deal with...but in the grander scheme of things...in retrospect...they really didnt amount to much...
Will my parents buy me that comic...will i get a candy bar at the store...will i get a coke and peanuts to snack on.... See....trivial things of no consequence now...but oooohh...back then....HUGE WORRIES..
What i wouldnt give to have those tribulations now in this day and age...
Now its ...will i pay this bill...or will i pay that charge card...or will i work enough hours to cover my living expenses....
Some how ive arrived at a point in life where life has started taking more than its giving....
REAPER YAWNS
REAPER OUT
Last time i actually relaxed was in my youth...although my carelessness and carefree days soon after became blanketed with my old friend ...despair.
No no...im talking about saturday morning cartoons...cereal...playing outside...riding my bike...doing...or rather...attempting tricks...wheelies, jumps and other stuff to pass the time.
I Remember those days only through foggy recollections though. Cant seem to place the memories quite correctly or in chronological order...but memories....great...still the same.
Who here remembers their childhood worries of paying the light bill or doing the grocery shopping or gas for the car....NO ONE...
And thats what im referring to...that lost childhood innocence of worry free days...dont get me wrong...even as a child we still have stuff on our minds and things to deal with...but in the grander scheme of things...in retrospect...they really didnt amount to much...
Will my parents buy me that comic...will i get a candy bar at the store...will i get a coke and peanuts to snack on.... See....trivial things of no consequence now...but oooohh...back then....HUGE WORRIES..
What i wouldnt give to have those tribulations now in this day and age...
Now its ...will i pay this bill...or will i pay that charge card...or will i work enough hours to cover my living expenses....
Some how ive arrived at a point in life where life has started taking more than its giving....
REAPER YAWNS
REAPER OUT