Post by Emerson on Oct 25, 2018 14:31:41 GMT -5
I like to listen to a lot of Creedence Clearwater Revival. Its just nice cool music. Their music is good, helps the soul and I like the lyrics. And no I am not gonna recite their songs, my voice is horrible and I wont be that cliché today. Today. I am not gonna make anyones ears bleed or try karaoke hahaha.
Anyway so I get another shot at the world title. Yippee! I know that sounds condesending but I dont know why they like to throw me at the lions. I am like some sort of sacrificial lamb or something. Haha
I put a message up for Mya to see got no reply. So I guess I just dont matter or am not even worth a word or two? Who really knows when it comes to Vampire drama queens hahaha. No Mya I am not making light of you. We gotta laugh at ourselves. Life is too damn dark and sad and an all around downer to keep up that way.
So Mya let me drop some wisdom on you. You are a talented young woman. But somewhere along the way you made your life a mess. You got involved with the wrong people. And you became so jaded you saw nothing and new nothing but pain and darkness. Girl let me clue you in, life is hard, life really sucks. Life can be painful and awful. But if all you know is pain blood and darkness. Then thats what you will get in return. Maybe thats what you want? Maybe thats all you know and need? Who knows. But I am here to tell you life can be beautiful. Life can be funny. Most of all life can be satisfying. But you gotta be willing to live it?
Wow I sound like Glenn Owen dont I? Well he has a point. So many people living in the dark, feeding off hate they have for the world, hate they have for god and worse of all hate they have for themselves.
But there is so much more.
When you wake up on your day off and you dont feel so angry or tired. You make some pancakes to share with your family and you laugh when have molasses all over their shirt and they laugh at how sticky they feel. Like watching the 3 stooges on tv and realizing just how awesome laughing in the morning is. It sets your whole outlook for the day. You go to the park and play catch or go watch a movie and jump out of your seats every time the hero almost gets it.
That great feeling of eating some popcorn and guzzling down that soda cause you know you get free refills! I cant sit here and pretend to know your life. Who the hell could relate to a vampire? Not gonna happen. I cant relate to what you’ve gone through, what must have happened for you to be pushed into a life of just utter awfulness. You hurt, you hurt others, and maybe you feel some sense of something by punishing others, maybe the way you punished yourself? I dont know. You keep hurting and you keep pushing into that darkness and trust me there aint any darker you can go. You are gonna wake up one day and look like that guy from Lord of the Rings, Gollum or whatever, you are gonna wake up one day and be alive but be worse. You wont be a vampire anymore or a messed girl. You are gonna wake up and be a bottom dwelling unrecognizable monster, and no one is gonna fear you, people are only going to pity you. And is that what you want? To be a pity monster?
I am not asking that you change your life, just live it in a way that cant ruin you and your family forever. You might come back and say you are too far gone and that pain and suffering is all you know and all you will ever know. And I will reply back with “Eat a pancake and watch some stooges” and life wont be so awful if only for a moment.
I guess that is it for now.
Fade to black
Anyway so I get another shot at the world title. Yippee! I know that sounds condesending but I dont know why they like to throw me at the lions. I am like some sort of sacrificial lamb or something. Haha
I put a message up for Mya to see got no reply. So I guess I just dont matter or am not even worth a word or two? Who really knows when it comes to Vampire drama queens hahaha. No Mya I am not making light of you. We gotta laugh at ourselves. Life is too damn dark and sad and an all around downer to keep up that way.
So Mya let me drop some wisdom on you. You are a talented young woman. But somewhere along the way you made your life a mess. You got involved with the wrong people. And you became so jaded you saw nothing and new nothing but pain and darkness. Girl let me clue you in, life is hard, life really sucks. Life can be painful and awful. But if all you know is pain blood and darkness. Then thats what you will get in return. Maybe thats what you want? Maybe thats all you know and need? Who knows. But I am here to tell you life can be beautiful. Life can be funny. Most of all life can be satisfying. But you gotta be willing to live it?
Wow I sound like Glenn Owen dont I? Well he has a point. So many people living in the dark, feeding off hate they have for the world, hate they have for god and worse of all hate they have for themselves.
But there is so much more.
When you wake up on your day off and you dont feel so angry or tired. You make some pancakes to share with your family and you laugh when have molasses all over their shirt and they laugh at how sticky they feel. Like watching the 3 stooges on tv and realizing just how awesome laughing in the morning is. It sets your whole outlook for the day. You go to the park and play catch or go watch a movie and jump out of your seats every time the hero almost gets it.
That great feeling of eating some popcorn and guzzling down that soda cause you know you get free refills! I cant sit here and pretend to know your life. Who the hell could relate to a vampire? Not gonna happen. I cant relate to what you’ve gone through, what must have happened for you to be pushed into a life of just utter awfulness. You hurt, you hurt others, and maybe you feel some sense of something by punishing others, maybe the way you punished yourself? I dont know. You keep hurting and you keep pushing into that darkness and trust me there aint any darker you can go. You are gonna wake up one day and look like that guy from Lord of the Rings, Gollum or whatever, you are gonna wake up one day and be alive but be worse. You wont be a vampire anymore or a messed girl. You are gonna wake up and be a bottom dwelling unrecognizable monster, and no one is gonna fear you, people are only going to pity you. And is that what you want? To be a pity monster?
I am not asking that you change your life, just live it in a way that cant ruin you and your family forever. You might come back and say you are too far gone and that pain and suffering is all you know and all you will ever know. And I will reply back with “Eat a pancake and watch some stooges” and life wont be so awful if only for a moment.
I guess that is it for now.
Fade to black
