Post by louiscypher on Mar 16, 2018 12:25:27 GMT -5
Bam!
My car crashes on an oak tree. I fly through the windshield, glass and skin exploding everywhere. Pain hits me like a ton of brick. And the pain is something I have never ever experienced before. It is beautiful. One of my front tooth is gone now. My left eye is bleeding and I imagine I look like Rocky Balboa after each fight he ever had. I start to laugh and I try to stand up and feel my legs buckle under me. I fall back and sit up and keep on laughing.
I am stupid. Yes I am. And for all my talk, its still just talk.
I talk about evil and demons. But I’ve never seen a demon. Never had proof they exist, or that god or the devil exist. Its about faith and I have none. So I would say maybe I am a poser. Someone who just thinks its cool to be all goth?
I have studied for years, searched high and low and gone to many a people. But I have no proof of any demon, its just stories. And I am tired of it all. I gave up so much for so little. Like I said. I’m stupid.
And for years now I have been stuck between the world of the living and the world of the dead. Looking for that next plane of existence, till one day it struck me. If I want to go to hell, that is if there actually a hell, then all I gotta do is die, right? I mean its time I put up or shut up. I am enamored with evil and demons, well there's one way to find out if all that is real.
And so I made up my mind, I hit the tree going 60 miles an hour and I flew through the air for a good few seconds. But I didn't go to the afterlife, just a whole lot of pain. Like I said I am an idiot.
And as I sit here waiting on an ambulance I might as well give a though or two to Jackson Kent and Robert Saints. Jackson has been where exactly? Jackson could you give me a list of your accomplishments? Oh wait you have none to speak of right?
Robert Saints? Other than me having deep hatred for your last name, you too don't have much to speak of, what are your accomplishments? Do you have any? What have you done for god and country? Much less for SFT?
You two should be ashamed of yourselves. But if I am not, then why would either of you be ashamed? Right?
I think its time for me to put up or shut up? To do something or not do something. Jamo got lucky last week, its on me for letting him slip away. But he wont be very lucky for long.
I intend to take out my frustrations on Jackson and Robert, they will be sorry that I got placed in this match with him, sorry as hell!
Fade
My car crashes on an oak tree. I fly through the windshield, glass and skin exploding everywhere. Pain hits me like a ton of brick. And the pain is something I have never ever experienced before. It is beautiful. One of my front tooth is gone now. My left eye is bleeding and I imagine I look like Rocky Balboa after each fight he ever had. I start to laugh and I try to stand up and feel my legs buckle under me. I fall back and sit up and keep on laughing.
I am stupid. Yes I am. And for all my talk, its still just talk.
I talk about evil and demons. But I’ve never seen a demon. Never had proof they exist, or that god or the devil exist. Its about faith and I have none. So I would say maybe I am a poser. Someone who just thinks its cool to be all goth?
I have studied for years, searched high and low and gone to many a people. But I have no proof of any demon, its just stories. And I am tired of it all. I gave up so much for so little. Like I said. I’m stupid.
And for years now I have been stuck between the world of the living and the world of the dead. Looking for that next plane of existence, till one day it struck me. If I want to go to hell, that is if there actually a hell, then all I gotta do is die, right? I mean its time I put up or shut up. I am enamored with evil and demons, well there's one way to find out if all that is real.
And so I made up my mind, I hit the tree going 60 miles an hour and I flew through the air for a good few seconds. But I didn't go to the afterlife, just a whole lot of pain. Like I said I am an idiot.
And as I sit here waiting on an ambulance I might as well give a though or two to Jackson Kent and Robert Saints. Jackson has been where exactly? Jackson could you give me a list of your accomplishments? Oh wait you have none to speak of right?
Robert Saints? Other than me having deep hatred for your last name, you too don't have much to speak of, what are your accomplishments? Do you have any? What have you done for god and country? Much less for SFT?
You two should be ashamed of yourselves. But if I am not, then why would either of you be ashamed? Right?
I think its time for me to put up or shut up? To do something or not do something. Jamo got lucky last week, its on me for letting him slip away. But he wont be very lucky for long.
I intend to take out my frustrations on Jackson and Robert, they will be sorry that I got placed in this match with him, sorry as hell!
Fade
