Post by louiscypher on Jul 5, 2022 14:13:40 GMT -5
Everyone likes to think of themselves as the hero of their own story. How they beat the odds. How they sufferred and overcame. But me I am realistic. I am not the hero, no, no I am not. I am the villain in my story. And I am proud of it. Heros tend to lie to themselves. Tell themselves that what they do is the right thing. The only thing.
But me I do not see myself as anything other that what I truly am. I am a bad man. A bad father. A bad husband. I am selfish and egotistical. I prefer the company of men. I partake in all sorts of vices. And smile. I am happy. I am me. And in the end, isnt that what matters. To thine own self be true. Hahahaha.
Whatever my flaws are, whatever my outlook on life is, I make no apologies for myself. I am who I am. Love me or hate me, and trust me I think everyone hates me. But of all the haters, theres a few who are not haters. People like Emerson. Of all the people in SFT. He is the one I hate the least. Now don’t confuse me for a fan of his. But for the most part hes an ok fella. Works hard, takes care of his son. Hell thats more than I have ever done. One cant help but like him. He’s not pretentious. He’s got no ego. He’s just a normal guy, a good guy. A part of me hates him. But a part of me, a very small part of me wishes that I was more like him, at least when it comes to my family.
Well enough is enough of all that. Time for me to get some java and have myself a nice day.
Ta ta
Fade to black
But me I do not see myself as anything other that what I truly am. I am a bad man. A bad father. A bad husband. I am selfish and egotistical. I prefer the company of men. I partake in all sorts of vices. And smile. I am happy. I am me. And in the end, isnt that what matters. To thine own self be true. Hahahaha.
Whatever my flaws are, whatever my outlook on life is, I make no apologies for myself. I am who I am. Love me or hate me, and trust me I think everyone hates me. But of all the haters, theres a few who are not haters. People like Emerson. Of all the people in SFT. He is the one I hate the least. Now don’t confuse me for a fan of his. But for the most part hes an ok fella. Works hard, takes care of his son. Hell thats more than I have ever done. One cant help but like him. He’s not pretentious. He’s got no ego. He’s just a normal guy, a good guy. A part of me hates him. But a part of me, a very small part of me wishes that I was more like him, at least when it comes to my family.
Well enough is enough of all that. Time for me to get some java and have myself a nice day.
Ta ta
Fade to black
