Post by Jack Jones on Oct 9, 2020 12:54:45 GMT -5
The world keeps changing. As it must.
My name is Jack Jones. I was born in 1995, My father was Nicholas, he died when I was young. My stepfather was named Geraldo. He died not long ago. And so I am left a man, and without much guidance these days. But I understand I have to find my way. On my own.
Somewhere along the way I got bit by a bug. And now all I can see, all I can think is Candace. I am the earth and she is my sun. I revolve around her. She has become my muse and still I don't think she really sees me. Not the way I hoped. Most men would shy away from such a strong woman. I am not one of those men. I appreciate and respect all women but a very strong woman is a thing of beauty and to honored. I see Candace as someone that when the weight of the world lay on her shoulders she will not yield. She will not bend. And she will not stop. I know I have very little to offer. All I can give her is a little piece of paradise that is my little ranch here. There are crowds, no cities, just a few animals a small lake and a few acres and me. Where the sun sets and the fire roars in the chimney. Where people go to sleep soundly and without much fuss. Where you can sleep all day or work all day without anything to bother you other than Candy over there refusing to eat her hay.
This little corner of mine is mine but I willing to share it with her if she would give me chance. I know I am not worthy of her but I would spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy. So Candace wherever you are today. That is all I have to offer you, I would ask you at least sleep on it, all I am asking for is for you to meet me for a cup of coffee?
To quote ozzy “I don't ask much I just want you.”
Now onto Robert Saints. Robert I know you see me as the bad guy in all this. But I am not. I really aint. And yes I know Candace did not need nor ask for my help in that match. But there I was. And I had to take action. Now I know you have every right to be angry and take vengeance. It is your right and I would want some revenge too. So that is fine. Do what you need to do, I wont judge you. I did you wrong and I am sorry for that I really am.
Believe it or not Robert I have nothing but respect for you. You come to SFT you do your work, you don't have any dramas, you cause no drama, you are a hard worker and SFT is really lucky to have you in their ranks.
I think in any other situation we might have been friends. But as things would be, well lets put it another way, if your wife or gf were in the ring, wouldnt you want to try and help her in any way that you can? That is the situation that I am in.
I dont know what I am doing. Stuck between caring for a woman who either despises me or doesnt know that I exist. Then again there is a thin line between love and hate, isnt there?
I dunno I think I need the weekend to go out back and do some fishing and get my brain in order. I will have more to say next week I am sure of it.
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My name is Jack Jones. I was born in 1995, My father was Nicholas, he died when I was young. My stepfather was named Geraldo. He died not long ago. And so I am left a man, and without much guidance these days. But I understand I have to find my way. On my own.
Somewhere along the way I got bit by a bug. And now all I can see, all I can think is Candace. I am the earth and she is my sun. I revolve around her. She has become my muse and still I don't think she really sees me. Not the way I hoped. Most men would shy away from such a strong woman. I am not one of those men. I appreciate and respect all women but a very strong woman is a thing of beauty and to honored. I see Candace as someone that when the weight of the world lay on her shoulders she will not yield. She will not bend. And she will not stop. I know I have very little to offer. All I can give her is a little piece of paradise that is my little ranch here. There are crowds, no cities, just a few animals a small lake and a few acres and me. Where the sun sets and the fire roars in the chimney. Where people go to sleep soundly and without much fuss. Where you can sleep all day or work all day without anything to bother you other than Candy over there refusing to eat her hay.
This little corner of mine is mine but I willing to share it with her if she would give me chance. I know I am not worthy of her but I would spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy. So Candace wherever you are today. That is all I have to offer you, I would ask you at least sleep on it, all I am asking for is for you to meet me for a cup of coffee?
To quote ozzy “I don't ask much I just want you.”
Now onto Robert Saints. Robert I know you see me as the bad guy in all this. But I am not. I really aint. And yes I know Candace did not need nor ask for my help in that match. But there I was. And I had to take action. Now I know you have every right to be angry and take vengeance. It is your right and I would want some revenge too. So that is fine. Do what you need to do, I wont judge you. I did you wrong and I am sorry for that I really am.
Believe it or not Robert I have nothing but respect for you. You come to SFT you do your work, you don't have any dramas, you cause no drama, you are a hard worker and SFT is really lucky to have you in their ranks.
I think in any other situation we might have been friends. But as things would be, well lets put it another way, if your wife or gf were in the ring, wouldnt you want to try and help her in any way that you can? That is the situation that I am in.
I dont know what I am doing. Stuck between caring for a woman who either despises me or doesnt know that I exist. Then again there is a thin line between love and hate, isnt there?
I dunno I think I need the weekend to go out back and do some fishing and get my brain in order. I will have more to say next week I am sure of it.
Fade to light
